***just my thoughts***
2.10.23
au contraire
4.7.23
burning flesh & sweat & chlorine
16.6.23
(un)holy love
sweetness in the void
they are like a blanket
over all the noise
bits and bytes and
crushed audio voice calls
see you in a thousand pixels
lest its deeper that i fall
an unlikely place
a short & tall pair
goals that i work toward
my safety and my ward
oh for my consistency
i push onward
2.6.23
desrever
yticirtcele eht raeh i rekcufrehtom
yticadua eht htiw kcuf ,em hguorht ninnur
nwod-d-d-d em nrut tndluohs uoy rekcufrehtom
dnuora uoy nrut annog m'i haey wow
noitautis eht ecrof
noitammusnoc eht ecrof
wonk uoy rekcufrehtom
noitalosnoc on sereht
)ratiug cirtcele kcis(
!on !ho
uuuuuoy rof ezirp on
!won !llew
oood annog ahctahw
!yrc !maercs
llllew sa tsuj sti
!yhw !dog
lmth ruoy ot tihs taht dda
nwod-d-d-d em nrut tndluohs uoy rekcufrehtom
dnuora uoy nrut annog m'i haey wow
noitautis eht ecrof
noitammusnoc eht ecrof
wonk uoy rekcufrehtom
noitalosnoc on sereht
haey
12.5.23
four point five
is it worth it, to try
when they look in
your eyes
staring straight ahead
never planning for future
motives of the undead
saving $ for your sutures
is it worth it, to struggle
to finally have the time
give a death rattle
instead of a war cry
breath lines into a page
making it, getting by
bones so cold, body so swollen
are you sure you're not a corpse?
tripping out his last moments
a slideshow, a montage
of all youve ever done (its not a lot)
yr family yr friends and yr loved ones (not many left)
are you sure?
are you sure, that this will be your end?