similar spoilage

damp hay

stale pasta

cardboard out in the rain

dirty apartment

mold and mildew

at least theres something living here

at least somethings growing

even in the dark corners

for me i stay the same

stagnant

attracting mosquitos

cracked mug

lines black from infection

not of much use now is it

becoming happy (inexpensive)

walk alone sing alone have your lonely dance

douse yourself in dollar store perfume, smile because you love fake vanilla

be picky be cheap have your nasty moments

its whats makes us human, baby, bare your yellowing teeth in the mirror

pick up feathers, trinkets, lives left for the garbage

get dirty, get clean, dust off the unwanted and un-want to be dust

we're animals in societal shells trying to adapt for the dollar

bird bones blown over

sore teeth sore toes

scratched hands with the shaking

wet eyes red nose

from each end i am aching

fucking bullshit that pain is

drown out all the sameness

touch me touch me touch me take me down

condemn me strip me c4 to my bones

to smithereens, i'll surround