29.9.22

sold as a set

i want to silence everything but you
you should be the only thing to bring me out of my half consciousness
you're like a spirit passing through me
energy in my flesh bone and tendons 
and i kiss your half of our necklace every time i put it under my shirt 
eating a hole through my ribcage 
hot boiling sugar candy
melding into my heart
though the other half sits in my jewelry box waiting
i know you feel it
i feel you too

22.9.22

going on and on and on

we should all just sit down

and think

think to ourselves about the time spent:
together

apart
together
apart
up
and down

and all over again
lips on mine

your mouth is like leather
keeping me warm
or, too fucking sweaty
smothering me in the heat of the world

never used to run so cold
your hands used to be the dead ones

guess we should both be