desrever

 yticirtcele eht raeh i rekcufrehtom

yticadua eht htiw kcuf ,em hguorht ninnur

nwod-d-d-d em nrut tndluohs uoy rekcufrehtom

dnuora uoy nrut annog m'i haey wow

noitautis eht ecrof

noitammusnoc eht ecrof

wonk uoy rekcufrehtom

noitalosnoc on sereht

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 !on !ho

uuuuuoy rof ezirp on

 !won !llew

oood annog ahctahw

!yrc !maercs

llllew sa tsuj sti

!yhw !dog

lmth ruoy ot tihs taht dda

nwod-d-d-d em nrut tndluohs uoy rekcufrehtom

dnuora uoy nrut annog m'i haey wow

noitautis eht ecrof

noitammusnoc eht ecrof

wonk uoy rekcufrehtom

noitalosnoc on sereht

haey

four point five

is it worth it, to try

when they look in

your eyes

staring straight ahead

never planning for future

motives of the undead

saving $ for your sutures

is it worth it, to struggle

to finally have the time 

give a death rattle 

instead of a war cry

breath lines into a page

making it, getting by

bones so cold, body so swollen

are you sure you're not a corpse? 

tripping out his last moments

a slideshow, a montage 

of all youve ever done (its not a lot)

yr family yr friends and yr loved ones (not many left)

are you sure?

are you sure, that this will be your end?

killed a ghost, killed a future

pale dull skin, the ladder of veins 

the latter of it, invisibly scarred

i drop to the floor, and search for my heart

but she is not there

SHES NOT THERE ANYMORE

faded to dust, killed as i must've

forgotten her somewhere, and left her alone

wanting for something, but i'll always know

that the inside of me, IT WAS NEVER HER HOME

synthetic attention appeal

i'm not as smart as i used to be

grey matter splattered its history

can't keep track of the shit you tell me

why don't you just come and take me, out

put me, down

run it round

like a rabid crea-ture 

freak show fea-ture

panic as my train of thought veers right off of the track 

under pressure of all my feelings the railings crack

oh innocence and medication, won't you take me back

cmon cmon it cant be so bad cmon cmon why are you so sad

cmon cmon its cant be so bad cmon cmon i've fuckin gone mad

cmon cmon cmon. cmon cmon cmon

fuck, my, head

blown against the wall

fuck, me, dead

and push me to my fall